lets try this again

my friends dad painted this . brilliant . dont u think ?

trust .

Trust is both and emotional and logical act. 

Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. 

Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both. 

*I trust you because I have experienced your trustworthiness 

and because I have faith in human nature.

l o v e ; 1124 *[o6]

horoscopee !

You might have one too many great ideas flitting around your mind today, but you aren't sure which ones are the best ones to pursue. Luckily, the thoughts come and go with the greatest of ease. But they are transitory, so if you don't take the time to write them down, even a brilliant idea could quickly fade into the background, without leaving a trace. 

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

yummmaayyy mmm !

lol i ssuuuper want to make a video like this with 2ox more snacks than he had ! ahaha souljah boy better watchout !

teenaged girl .

she goes back &forth in her head 

constantly , due to the fact that inconsistency has haunted her dreams since she was a child. what does she believe ? what does she see ? what does she feel? is it wrong ? or is it right ? is something psychologically wrong with her or is this all apart of growing up ? is this what we call growing pains ? she doesnt even know . following an unmarked trail in the dark of the night with no flashlight seeking answers just to know that what she's feeling what she's doing what she's saying is alright . 

so outspoken because she doesnt know any other way to be . people call her weird . yea she is weird . but what two human beings are exactly alike . feeling bad because her sharp tongue lashes out sarcastic forms of disrespect its not purposely . she's protecting herself . herself from whom ? whoever tries to hurt her or come close . intentions arent to hurt feelings she promises . 

happiness is left to rule her world

&beautyis g o n e . 

you feel it right ?

the REAL us is pure love ; we are l i f e . 

the real us has nothing to do with 'thedream' . but the mitote keeps us from seeing what we really are . when you see the dream from this perspective, and if you have the awareness of what you are. 

you see the nonsense behavior of humans , and it becomes amusing . what for everyone else is a big drama, for you becomes a comedy. you can see humans suffering over something that is not important , that is not even real. .

 nevertheless we have no choice , we are born in this society , we grow up in this society , and we learn to be like everyone else. playing nonsense all the time , competing with mere

 n o n s e n se 

LOL !

the wounded mind

" we create an entire population in our minds , including multiple personalities for ourselves. then we master the image we are going to use in certain circumstances, we become artists of pretending and projecting our images, and we master whatever we believe we are. when we meet other people , we classify them right away , and assign them a role in our lives. we create an image for others, according to what we believe they are. and  we do the same thing with everyone and everything around us.  

you have the power to create , your power is so strong that whatever you believe comes true. you create yourself , whatever you believe you are . You are the way you are because that is what you believe about yourself. your whole reality , everything you believe, its your creation. you have the same power as any other human in the world . the main difference between you and someone else is how you apply your power . what you create with your power . you may be similar to others in many ways , but no one in the whole world lives his/her life the way you do . . ." 

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getting out my dreams . hi world , & welcome to my web diary thats public for all you nosie rosies to see . oh the excitement that runs through me right now , loll . i'll be able to stop being so disclosed . YAY :]