so she saidd

As some of you might already know, my main mission in life is to assist the less fortunate in some way, shape or form. I like to think I'm good peoples. I'm a firm believer of karma so I look at it as, for every good deed I do, something better will have to come back my way (crossing fingers). Aside from my fear of bad luck lol, I genuinely have this strong devotion to help others that are underprivileged .There's tooo many people that swear up and down that they're good people but ask them what they've done lately to bring somebody ELSE some joy in their life ? ... and watch them draw a blank . All i'm saying is ; there is nothing better than being able to bring happiness to somebody else's life who is less fortunate than me . count your blessings and make sure to give bacck .

"you're just a sinner i am told . be your fire when you're cold . make you happy when you're sad . make you good when you are bad . i'm not a human . i am a dove . i'm your conscious . i am love . all i really need is to know that you believe that i would die 4 u , darling if you want me to "

happiness

so i just saw trey songz live on u-stream and ive been inspired for the night . indeed im definitely in love with him and becoming into a die hard fan . yeeuhhh !

at the end of the day , i want to look back and say that im the shit .

& everybody knows it . so i aint gonna stop , until everybody knows it .

no one can stop you from achieving your goals but you.

dont sacrifice your dreams for security.

we set t r e n d s around here [;

maryj & music

i feel this right now . like RIGHT NOW .

you think im so full of it , but i think im just fed up , baby .

you think i can be so arrogant , but im just tryna keep my head up . . you think i procrastinate baby but i think im taking my time.. you think you need to leave.. ? but i think i disagree . but if you believe you'll do best without me.. i'll let it go . its over , but before we say goodbye letss give it a try ?

sneeeeesshhh =[ . i got so much shit going through my head right noww . lol like music is a definate mood enhancer . every song seems like its talking about your situation..

i love you melody :-*

bunnyrabbits and lightpoles

jojo needs to come back on some original shit .

ahem .

fairytale .

now once upon a time in a small world , it was everything that i dreamed of . he was my gem and i was his pearl , nothing could come between us . a prince charming to call my own til the day that he broke my heart . he left me wondering all alone picking my mind and soul apart .

used to believe in love , used to believe in fairytales , but since my hearts been crushed . i dont believe in much , i need h e l p . dont know which way to turn , to figure it out for myself . im just starting to learn , there's no such thing in fairytales .

isn't a story supposed to end on happily ever after ? just as wonderful as it begins and carry on for a few chapters ? well then how come each time i open up , i cant seem to get past page one ? i guess its time for me to close up . and go back on the shelf because im done . [ f o r now ] *

lets try this again

my friends dad painted this . brilliant . dont u think ?

trust .

Trust is both and emotional and logical act. 

Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. 

Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both. 

*I trust you because I have experienced your trustworthiness 

and because I have faith in human nature.

l o v e ; 1124 *[o6]

horoscopee !

You might have one too many great ideas flitting around your mind today, but you aren't sure which ones are the best ones to pursue. Luckily, the thoughts come and go with the greatest of ease. But they are transitory, so if you don't take the time to write them down, even a brilliant idea could quickly fade into the background, without leaving a trace. 

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

yummmaayyy mmm !

lol i ssuuuper want to make a video like this with 2ox more snacks than he had ! ahaha souljah boy better watchout !

teenaged girl .

she goes back &forth in her head 

constantly , due to the fact that inconsistency has haunted her dreams since she was a child. what does she believe ? what does she see ? what does she feel? is it wrong ? or is it right ? is something psychologically wrong with her or is this all apart of growing up ? is this what we call growing pains ? she doesnt even know . following an unmarked trail in the dark of the night with no flashlight seeking answers just to know that what she's feeling what she's doing what she's saying is alright . 

so outspoken because she doesnt know any other way to be . people call her weird . yea she is weird . but what two human beings are exactly alike . feeling bad because her sharp tongue lashes out sarcastic forms of disrespect its not purposely . she's protecting herself . herself from whom ? whoever tries to hurt her or come close . intentions arent to hurt feelings she promises . 

happiness is left to rule her world

&beautyis g o n e . 

you feel it right ?

the REAL us is pure love ; we are l i f e . 

the real us has nothing to do with 'thedream' . but the mitote keeps us from seeing what we really are . when you see the dream from this perspective, and if you have the awareness of what you are. 

you see the nonsense behavior of humans , and it becomes amusing . what for everyone else is a big drama, for you becomes a comedy. you can see humans suffering over something that is not important , that is not even real. .

 nevertheless we have no choice , we are born in this society , we grow up in this society , and we learn to be like everyone else. playing nonsense all the time , competing with mere

 n o n s e n se 

LOL !

the wounded mind

" we create an entire population in our minds , including multiple personalities for ourselves. then we master the image we are going to use in certain circumstances, we become artists of pretending and projecting our images, and we master whatever we believe we are. when we meet other people , we classify them right away , and assign them a role in our lives. we create an image for others, according to what we believe they are. and  we do the same thing with everyone and everything around us.  

you have the power to create , your power is so strong that whatever you believe comes true. you create yourself , whatever you believe you are . You are the way you are because that is what you believe about yourself. your whole reality , everything you believe, its your creation. you have the same power as any other human in the world . the main difference between you and someone else is how you apply your power . what you create with your power . you may be similar to others in many ways , but no one in the whole world lives his/her life the way you do . . ." 

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getting out my dreams . hi world , & welcome to my web diary thats public for all you nosie rosies to see . oh the excitement that runs through me right now , loll . i'll be able to stop being so disclosed . YAY :]